 snowlit silence |  willingness to pay others (stone silence) |  anxious light failing |  active surrender (almost) |  questionable motives (isolation) |  undergrowth |  questionable assumptions (anger's flaming energy) |  dogwood chicago funereal |  moveable feast (grandma's perfume) |  unlawfully restrained |  small arms (annihilations) |  this chicago winter |  family woods (shaman) |  forested memory |  burnt offerings (intergenerational) |  birch forest |  prairie feather (reverie) |